Tuesday, May 10, 2011

The love of my life - the reason for my absence.

I haven't been busy with school, I haven't been busy with life or work. The truth is, I've been severely upset. My kitty, the love of my life, has been diagnosed with a rare and incurable disease that has caused him to be in extreme pain. At first, the vet asked me to if I wanted to put him down, but I was in no way wanting my baby to die in a cold hospital room. I wanted him to be around me where I can spoil him and take care of him till he passes, which will be hours to days... I was not expecting this when I went to the vet, in fact I was initially torn when the vet said he will only live for a few weeks maybe months. But after some tests, the disease has taken full effect and his life span was cut down to merely hours. That devastated me and I broke down and everything has not been the same.

The other miserable thing is that disease affects any other living cat in the home, and I have another little girl who could carry the same disease. We won't be able to know for sure until an autopsy is preformed on Kallou.

I've had Kallou since I was nine and he has very much been apart of entire life. I love him so much that I don't even consider him a pet. He's my baby and I cannot bear the thought of him not being around me. I hope you all understand why I have been absent from my blog and my youtube channel. I will update you guys as soon as I can...